What a Day

I am still working while blogging this entry... It had been a crazy day for me and my fellow team members in my current projects. We had been working since 29 August 9am ... and its 5.02 am and we have to continue to at least midday...

Geez...wonder how can we survived that...

There are alot hiccups today... First my commander engineer is sick and had to get the standby engineer to be on the roll..then while doing the rehearsal in-house the electrician that was doing a mainatence work in our office blow the fuse cut the whole office off.

But..well..we manage to get over it and have the team spirit going...
So we decide to go ahead on releasing our project..but as we packed our stuff and about to go to the lift and heads off to the site... One of the engineer started laughing...

I was wondering why...he asked the rest of us..."Hey guys, what do you think we forget?".. Guess...what ? We forget to bring the equipment ...and we cant stop laughing...our mind is all about the process of the site work and totally forgot about the equipment.

Trust

This morning, on my way to work, I was thinking about this topic..."Do you still believe in till death do us part?"

Does Everlasting Love Still Exist?

I had heard so many stories about how their other half cheated on them or how they cheated.It really make me think twice in trusting my people.

In many cases that I had seen, every cheater does seems to be a cheater but the fact is they are. I not sure if it is because I am meeting more people these days and hence heard more stories of these sort or if we are in a new era whereby nobody can stay put to one partner.

For those who are singles, I think you should blame cheaters.. the reason is they took two partner instead of one..resulting in a shortage of singles for others. Haha...

If you read to this point, you probably will think.."Hey...did anyone cheat on me?" ...Thank GOD... I myself did not encounter it yet.My other half have not cheat on me yet...or maybe he cheated smartly without getting caught. In fact, if a person all out to cheat on you, it is very hard to catch it unless he/she admits it.

I am a person that hope to live in a fairytale world. Unfortunately, fairy tales are diminishing. However, I still hope that some day I can find TRUE EVERLASTING LOVE or some day my other half can make me feel that in him. I don't think I have confidence in myself and hence losing faith in our relationship. But well, I always remind myself if he really wants to cheat I can do nothing about it.

In the past, I used to think if my other half cheats on me, I would want to know, at least I can do something. Recent years, my mindset changed. I feel that if he wants to cheat, don't ever let me know haha..Then I can live happier... (I guess I am probably is the dumbest person eh..)

So do you trust your other half entirely?

Starting A Brand New Blog

I had decide to take my old blog down several months ago because I felt that the content isn't going anywhere...

Recently I thought, maybe I should re-start blogging and hoping for a change..

Before I start any new topic... I thought perhaps giving a brief introduction of "what I am?" would be a good start...

If someone ask me..."Can you choose a word to describe yourself, what would it be?"
My answer would definitely be "Confused"..

I guess half my life I am blur and totally confused..
If you are my close friends, you would have notice me constantly engaging myself in "confusion" state not "Confucius".

I am either confuse about my work, friends, relationship, family.. Well actually most of the time I am confused with myself.

So what leads to me being confused all the time? Well..the question that I do not really know the answer "What do I want to do in life?" It is either I do not have an answer or its an answer that seems so unachievable..

So..now...if you are reading my blog...can you stop and think "what do you actually want to do in your life?" .. I think most people are like me..spending half the time wasting it ...well..we think we are wasting our life so what is consider waste?

"Working too hard...day and night at work" -- Wasting your life
"Sleeping all day on weekends" -- Wasting your life
"Watching TV all day" -- Wasting your life
"Writing blog" -- Wasting your life??

How can I not be confused?... Hmm... ?