To my future husband

Dear Hubby,

How can I find you? 

I would like to settle down and have a peaceful life with you.

When I was a kid, I do not want an ordinary life. 

But now, I really would like to have a simple sweet life with you.

I wish I can come home, sitting there and watch TV while you working on your stuff.

When you are done, you can hug me and watch TV with me.

When you are frustrated at work, you can share with me what had happened.

When you are happy, you can share with me all the joy and laughter.

I love to talk and laugh, this is the enjoyment that I wanted.

On weekends, we can take a walk at the park or beach.

You can go and hang around with your friends while I wait patiently for you to come home.

You can also bring me along to meet new people.

We can have candle light dinner or home cook food.

Love,

Cyn

Happy Vs Pain

I am extremely happy in these few days just being around with my family and friends. I had spent quality time laughing and joking with them. I had not been that happy or laugh like that for at least a year.

In the whole of last year, I had sweet time and painful time.
A lot of my friends had asked me to let go of him. It’s really hard.
Thinking of going back is really painful.

Love is painful
Loving someone who you know it can’t work out is painful
Being alone is painful
Current Work is painful

Last two days I thought I could let go of him, simply because I had not thought about him much recently. But when we chat, the feeling is there and I felt the pain…

Someone ever asked me to cut my losses and let go.
Someone ever told me that I deserved to be happy and should not be in pain.
Everyone said I can definitely find someone better.

Why have I not been blogging?

Well, the reason is simply because I don't know what to blog about.

I am hesitating in blogging about my personal life simply because I feel if I am over happy with it, bad luck will come.

I had chosen a path to not give up on a relationship that I had put in alot of effort in the past 1 year.Now it seems that GOOD luck is on my side. But I do not want to be over excited about it.
Enjoying the moment and just having my finger cross would be the best for me.

Recently, I had been chasing the Australia Open.
I must admit I was never a tennis fan, only when I watch the final of the mix double in Hopman Cup.Dimitry Tursunov from Russia really make me feel that tennis can be fun game too.

So I started watching Australia Open 2007, which to my amaze the commentator Jim Courier is a funnie guy.Bring the personalities of the tennis player to the viewers.

In the Women's Single tennis, I really like Maria Sharapova from Russia, her character simply attract me.

In the Men's tennis, I like a few guys, Marat Safin, Rafael Nadal and everyone's favourite Roger Federer, the unbeatable.He is simply amazing with the each match he played; every match he seems to beat his opponent easily.In the interview after match, Jim Courier brings out Roger's shy and humble character to screen.

Tonight's Roger beat Fernando and wins the 3rd Australia Open Championship Hurray.
And his 10th Grand Slam.

Roger Federer

Maria Sharapova