Happy Vs Pain

I am extremely happy in these few days just being around with my family and friends. I had spent quality time laughing and joking with them. I had not been that happy or laugh like that for at least a year.

In the whole of last year, I had sweet time and painful time.
A lot of my friends had asked me to let go of him. It’s really hard.
Thinking of going back is really painful.

Love is painful
Loving someone who you know it can’t work out is painful
Being alone is painful
Current Work is painful

Last two days I thought I could let go of him, simply because I had not thought about him much recently. But when we chat, the feeling is there and I felt the pain…

Someone ever asked me to cut my losses and let go.
Someone ever told me that I deserved to be happy and should not be in pain.
Everyone said I can definitely find someone better.