Haven't blog for a long time...
The reason i didnt blog is I am totally confused about myself ...
I was shaken with the thoughts of my previous post...
Today i went to a doctor...had some stomache..which is killing me..Anyway...I went to this favourite doctor of mine..
She is always cheerful always happy...I don't understand why.
So I finally decide to ask her..why she is always happy..She said "I am a very lucky person, I had everything I wanted, what else more would I want to ask for." In my heart, I had this BIG WOW...
Then she asked me..so what makes you unhappy? I said to her..."Nothing in particular that makes me unhappy, but nothing seems to make me happy either"
So we had a chat about ..things...
She said...sometimes..in a BGR, guys can't be as romantic as you want..cant be as nice, considerate..etc. I told her exactly..the guy I love, has nothing a normal guy would do...Not even the simplest..thing..But to me, i really love is the peaceful and warmest when I felt with him.
And that's enough to overcome all the shitty things..But everyone..things the guy I love is so unworth..She said..."because only you have the feelings that nobody has..." So what the hack, as long as you enjoy it..that's fine..
The flame of LOVE dont last very long...One day the flame of love dies and you will see the other side of him, and if you think you can't live with it.The you have to tell him "See you later" ...
I told her she is exactly right..She said .."I remember I love a shitty guy too. till today I still love him" ..Well but my doc is happily married with a good husband & kids...according to her..I had never seen someone as happy as her..NEVER..
She said to me...there are bad days too..Then she will sit down at her garden and look at the trees around her.. and then said to herself..."enjoy life"
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