An email that had not been send.

If I could only send this letter out...

Dear XXX,

You are so idiot, piss me off badly too.
Why can't you just communciate with me properly?

Something is wrong, should always sort it out.
But you always choose to avoid it.

Well. Now, I think I gave up on you too.
I felt that I had wasted so much on you.
I love and hate you at the same time.
I don't know how to face you anymore..

Somehow i know you are not a jerk deep inside.
But you are now trying to show that you are an TOTAL IDIOT.
You give me a feeling that all you care is just to be angry, piss and go mad at me..
So what more can I do?

Someone ever said to me if you are 50% happy over the time in a relationship. Just forget it.
You should be at least 80% happy all the time.

Initially, I don't mind not being less than 80% happy. Because I know it takes time.

But now irregardless, it just seems I can only choose to let you go and ignore you.
And not talk and see you if possible.

---TOTALLY HURT.