Saturday, November 25, 2006

The End

My relationship had finally ended.
Even though, I had convinced myself not to get too upset if this day gonna come.

But ..still when I hear that answer..."yup, i want to give up"

That really hurts..
It had cut through my heart.

But I didnt cry. We had given each other a long hug. A hug that i would not want to let go.
I kiss him good bye.. and smile. I told him, he seldom kiss me goodbye..so can he give me one to reward me for still trying to make myself happy.
He did give me a kiss on the cheek. I smile and said we can still contact and go out as friends.
I am always here.

When I get off the car and open my house gate, I close it and sit at the stairs crying.
I knew this is over. That's why I cried. Silly me. But i cant help. I didnt cry for too long.
Because i think the pain in the heart is cant generate any more tears.. too painful..

My best friends will probably think its a good news.
I deserved someone better. Although, we had alot of differences, but deep inside me I wish it could work.

2 comments:

Enjelyn said...

that voice inside of u wud go away.. u'll b happy.. 1 day.. tt day will come.. :) wait patiently.. God has his plans 4 u!

Anonymous said...

The end of one relationship is the beginning of a new one.
I believe u be able to find someone better than mayi.
Juz let go...